Personal Blog Project 2023

  • Kinderen, niet Waarschijnlijk

    I’ve had a lot to reflect on of late. In less than 100 days I will be turning 40. A month after that I will be having my dream operation, one I have been begging to have for twelve years… Continue reading

  • Juxtaposition | Nevenschikking

    I feel the need to write so I can release it, and properly move on. So much has happened in the last few weeks, and I have been so busy with garage sales, news of having to move, travelling for… Continue reading

    Juxtaposition | Nevenschikking
  • Inner Child Workings | Binnenste kinderarbeid

    I feel that there needs to be clarification of sorts, because so many see the “Inner Child” as a child, a toddler, someone still needing a reminder to use the toilet or the potty, someone who’s not long out of… Continue reading

    Inner Child Workings | Binnenste kinderarbeid
  • Holding My Own Space | Mijn Eigen Ruimte Behouden

    My memories are romanticised. I’m trying to recall a time in my life, often described as “The Dark Days”, and I’m remembering through rose-coloured glasses. I’m remembering aspects of joy, and desire, while forgetting just how tremulous those days were.… Continue reading

    Holding My Own Space | Mijn Eigen Ruimte Behouden
  • Gebruikt

    When I wanted to write this with my topic in mind, the first word that came was ‘Gebruikt’ which is Dutch for ‘used’. I believe it is “her” way of saying she doesn’t want to be used as a topic… Continue reading

    Gebruikt
  • Forgotten | Vergeten

    I wanted to lay down and bawl. I wanted to outstretch my hand, bury it deep within the confines of a concrete grave and reach for his. I wanted to feel his embrace physically one last time. I wanted all… Continue reading

    Forgotten | Vergeten
  • Eternal Maiden | Eeuwige Maagd

    One of the major things within the overall Pagan belief system that I have always wanted to connect with is the idea of the Triple Goddess – and this comes from a place of identifying as non-binary, years of not… Continue reading

    Eternal Maiden | Eeuwige Maagd
  • Creative Intuition & Knowing Thyself | Creatieve Intuïtie & Ken Uzelf

    “Know thyself.” One of the most important lessons and/or sayings (I believe it be) within the Craft, regardless to what branch you follow. I won’t lie – when I was younger and of course knew EVERYTHING, I thought that saying… Continue reading

    Creative Intuition & Knowing Thyself | Creatieve Intuïtie & Ken Uzelf
  • Bargaining with the Gods for Help | Onderhandelen met de Goden voor hulp

    I was reminded recently of a time I bargained with the Gods. I was young, stupid, and it was complete desperation. It was near midnight, cold, clear sky. I went to visit my Great Grandmother who had passed less than… Continue reading

    Bargaining with the Gods for Help | Onderhandelen met de Goden voor hulp
  • Ancestral Guidance | Voorouderlijke Begeleiding

    During the holiday period I told myself I’d get back into blogging again. My faith has been on hold, and previous posts go into why. But sometimes you just don’t know what to talk about, you don’t know what to… Continue reading

    Ancestral Guidance | Voorouderlijke Begeleiding