I was reminded recently of a time I bargained with the Gods. I was young, stupid, and it was complete desperation. It was near midnight, cold, clear sky. I went to visit my Great Grandmother who had passed less than 10 years prior. It wasn’t my intention, but I broke. I found a tree, lit… Continue reading Bargaining with the Gods for Help | Onderhandelen met de Goden voor hulp
Trigger warning: this is a heavy read, with topics of mental health, suicide ideation and self injury. When we begin working with the Old Gods, we begin developing a relationship based on trust and respect, of adoration. Some of us become Devotees. Some of us befriend. We look to them for guidance, for help. We… Continue reading Depression and the Wild Hunt: when what you hear isn’t the Old Gods
I find that I can only talk about mental illness when I’m in the episode of a Dive. Like today. It’s waxed and waned a few times, but it just won’t let go. It’s really crippling. One moment you’re fine, the next you’re wanting to hide in the deepest, darkest corners of the room where… Continue reading Inner Darkness (Insane in the Membrane)
Long title, kinda long post, but trust me it all works in together! Bathing an Oily Furr Baby… On Sunday my husband and I were eating lunch while watching The Big Bang Theory when we heard this little cry. Our furr baby Charlie is a meow-er, and I’ve began to understand which each of the… Continue reading Ending a Chapter, Bathing an Oily Furr Baby, and Dreaming of Cadavers
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